Friday, February 18, 2011
Last blogged @ 8:02 PM

HELLO people! :)

First and foremost, it'd been long since I blogged in. Apologies to my blog readers who have constantly sending me emails asking me to update.. hehe.. appreciate it loads. Warm smile to all, especiall to my foreign pals. :)

Well life hasnt always been blissful.
It's like a wheel, some cliche might say...full of ups and downs.. yeah.
Everyone has their own story to share.
Everyone has their own little darkest secret, no one might ever know.
You might look like a saint, or an angel but purely how true innocent your heart is?
Maybe there are totally angelic people around, but honestly I don't belong in that group.
I'm far far away from an angel.

Sometimes, I feel guilty each time I prayed and face God. I feel like I've did a lot of sins to someone who gave me too much luxury in life that I hadnt had the chance to sit and appreciate.

I'd have to learn that life isn't ALWAYS about being happy and all around laughters.

Sometimes you might be seeking what you really want in life.
Who is the one that you should love.
Where is the best place you should stay and hold on.
And at times, when you get all the things you have been wishing all this while,
it turned out to be something you didnt want anymore.

Sometimes, you thought that you couldnt live without this special spark in your life,
but in an instant you gave it a thought that maybe all this happened for a reason.
Blessings in disguise you might call it. :)