Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Last blogged @ 16:13

hey hey..

Sorry I havent blog in for long.
Im bloody busy in my own world.
hehe..X)

you know..things really get weird for me.
My life..
My friends.
and definitely...

Myself.

why? and what's the cause? I myself dont know why.
hmmm...

But know what?
Its surprisingly different.
I dont know why Im changing.

The good friends and the "alienseeyal" members I used to have had left me.
hmmm...Okaeh..im weird.
They asked me why I never hang out with them..
and I say..

"nolah..I think Im extralah sometimes."

and they just kept quiet.
and now..I make new friends with the NAs..
and dont know how come I can be so much closer with them X)

But, actually I missed my old "alienseeyal" so so much.
Reaally.

But they have new friends right?
So...I dont want to interfere.
Anyway..I think I dont have the "standard" to belong in their group of friends.
sadddyyyy...=(

I dont know what's so wrong with me.
The other day my ex want a patch up.
and guess what..

I SAID "NO,please..fool some other girls."

you see..
My life is totally su**ing nowadays.

URGHHHHHHHHHHHH....!! that's why Im not blogging in for days.
and Im not active in computer for days.


Coz there's so much to think about.

and hell what..Tomorrow..my parents are "invited" to meet my teacher.
and I dont know which farging thing she's gonna tell my parents.

Duh..what else..if not about my maths right?

and see...my life is turning into a weird weird life.
haizzzzzz........

Well..maybe because Im growing up..
Well..let it be a challenge for me to face.
So..no no emo.

smile smile smile smile smileeee...=)hehe.
*winks*