Saturday, January 19, 2008
Last blogged @ 18:56

pheww...

alas...done my homeworks and all..
it's quite tiring you know..
hehe.

planned to go study with zakiah.
but but but...tak jadi lah..
she say she wanna go bugis..
So...next time lah k gerl?(:

hmm....tomorrow's madarasah once again...
and my life is gonna be a cycle.nyehh..
monday.tuesday.wednesday.thursday.friday..doing the same thing at the same place..which is...school.nyeh..
saturday off.
sunday madrasah.
gawwdddd..

When is all this "timetable" gonna end pun tak tau lah.

haix..
Cow didnt call me..didnt disturbed me.
Im happy for once..at least he didnt do that anymore..
nyehh...maybe he made a resolution to move on?
hah! pape lah...

But it seems that I cant still forget that jerk.
YAh... and it's already four years.
I still cant move on.

But it's okay..
I learnt not to trust guys sooo much.
Respect myself as a girl.
and dont believe in "love" at this moment of time.
Also,Dont get influenced by their sweet talks.

yah...experience teaches me on alot of things.
Im now turning fifteen.
I am able to think and do everything that is right for me.
I wanna learn to speak up for my rights.
and..learnt to be independent..

Studies is now my first priority.
Im just looking forward to my O levels next year.
and then I want to work really hard.
I wanna get in poly.
Now is the beginning of everything new.

No more "play around" for me.
It's time to be serious.

No more cows...no more relationships..
Maybe just a slight feeling for fish and foolstop.
yap...

I just wanna see my mom and sis happy..
They had helped me alot and I dont want to disappoint them this time onwards.
I know theyve been waiting for me to attain good results.
I will and I know I can do it. (: heez..
I know I can passed my maths last year if only I practiced more and didnt get stressed up because of relationships..

hrm....so till here yahh..
takecare,(: