Saturday, August 30, 2008
Last blogged @ 08:14

Today's saturday, the beginning of a one week holiday. yay!
After which, FYE will start and I have to give a confirmed decision to i-know-who.I'm really unsure,if I am doing the right thing or not. I'm unsure of what I shall do, whether I'm strong enough to take that decision. I would want to let out how exactly I'm feeling inside,but I'm afraid it would be something rather hurtful to i-know-who.I am the fault at how everything started,I blame myself for this. I create my own problems,and I end up feeling like shit. It's very contradicting.

Anyway, I had a nightmare last night. I dreamt of something very unusual,very scary. I dont know why it has taken such a long time for a short story dream like this. I dreamt of going for nightstudy in Fnn class with my friends. Then,I went to the toilet alone,during the break time. Then,when I went back in class,I saw all my friends were being bathed by ghosts,i shall say.
The ghosts are very scary. The way they look at me, with their long fingernails all. Then,when they are bathing my friends,my friends all seemed to be possesed. Their eyes popped out and stuff. But,shairah and me are the ones who escaped.(Idk how shairah can be in fnn class.haha) Then,we run along the corridor to find cicak,(i also dont knw how she's in this scene.) Then,we saw the spirit running after us,and caught cicak. Then,cicak were screaming. Then..i forgot what had happened,but after that,me and shairah went inside the room where cicak had been kidnapped by the ghost,and we saw a "baby" on top of the bed,in the room.(no idea why got bed. haha.) Then,I went and open the bundle of "baby",then I shouted cause I saw that the baby is so pale,with very big eyes,like the scary doll faced.(seram sia the face.) then,me and shai ran to my house,then I told my mom everything when I have the feeling that the ghost's hearing everything we said. Then,in the dream,shai and me were reading al fatihah when suddenly I jerked and found out that it's already subuh. huaaaak. Seram sia. When I jerked,I can feel that my spirit went into my body from my legs. I just can feel it.
I felt so relieved afterwards that the dream has ended. really scary. Like a thriller movie. haha.

Anyway, there's kenduri at my aunt house today. Malaaaas nyeeeeer nak pergi. huaaak.
So yeaaa... have to get ready now.

Till here.(:
Good morning to those who just woke up.