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Thursday, January 29, 2009
Last blogged @ 19:57 i miss my sister... D: I've been in a stupid mood recently. Idk why my brain's functional system went hay-wired. Tired with school works, tired with some things happening in school, and when I'm home,went online, on my msn, I'm tired to be seeing all those desperate malay men. But it's not all. Some are nice. Sick of it. I just hate desperate(s). My close friends know I'm tired. They know I'm not in a good mood this week.She have been working for two morning shifts non stop.. Can't wait for her off days. i miss you like LOTS sia,kakak. :'( sob. My only sweety pie, I apologise for everything. All the things I guess I shouldn't have let it out. I guess both of us are feeling the same way,right? When you shouldn't, cause I'm th one who's wrong. I guess we have to talk things out and let time cure th broken souls. I'm sorry, I'm v sorry to make you feel so low today. :'( with lotsa love. Guy-friend, I apologise totally. I apologise for being rude, and I guess I hurt you.You know why I didn't accept huh, you know why so. I'm traumatized with guys and previous relationships.But this doesn't mean anything. I need time to move on. This's nothing got to do with retribution. Nothing involving karma. I love you, from the bottom of my heart. But if you could,patiently wait, wait till it's the right time for me. I would love to stay on this way. I'm afraid everyt would change soon i started a relationship with u. I didnt mean to, be harsh on you yesterday. My mood just flung. I'll talk to you soon, dear guy friend, to talk things out. Don't ever ever think my feelings changed towards you,because I won't. with love. sob. UH-OH. But hey, thanks bestbabes. You all make my day, and help me went through the odds in life. You, Nur Shairah Bte Azman. You, Nazurah Bte Zulkhairi. You, Nadiah Bte Zulkifli. You, Noris Marissa Bte Sazili. And the prettiest lizard in town, Nur Rosliana Bte Roslan. haha. ^.^ I love you babes, I really do. All of you, I give th equal love. (: I won't want to lose any of you. I'm afraid of arguments, fights, and I hope we will not fight,argue or have bad feelings anymore. Even if we do, it's parts and parcels of a friendship. But that's th past, hey, let's learn to treasure each other now kay. =D I am proud of myself cause I'm able to say NO yesterday.To all those D.M.. aahaaa. :) I guess experience taught me to be firmer. I won't want to see myself, 3 years down the road, being as draggy and emotional again. I had gone through those times, I wouldn't want to anymore. Now is time for me to stay happy. Don't ruin it, D.M.. So girls out there, be aware of making the right choice in choosing someone special. Even if you do, love someone, stay as friends first. Wait till it's the right time for you. I'm not being like "mcm phm" over here ah, but to go through the time when you rly love someone,but he left with another girl, or simpler said,breakups,is very difficult. Anyway, kita masih muda,so kita enjoy! (: Banyak yang akan diketemu nanti,kerana perjalanan hidup masih lagi panjang. Pilih lah yang sesuai, jangan ikut suka suka sahaja. Choose because you love,not lust. Ah anyway~ had sunshine roll again. haha. And, watched anak betong on tv3. It's a good horror show. Banyak actor/actress best bestt! Don't forget to watch eh, 4.30pm every mon-thurs if u have tv3! (: Labels: sunshine roll have that kick. |
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